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Beliefs Point the Way
If you think that everything is connected, then see if you can think of the Whole. If you believe in a reality external to yourself, then ponder on how you could prove it. If you are skeptical that anything exists outside of the self, then try being skeptical about the existence of self. If you believe that all is illusion, then try to define reality. If you believe in free choice, then locate the part of yourself that is not influenced by anything else. If you believe that you don’t believe in anything, then laugh at the contradiction. If you believe in speaking truth, then what is the truest statement you can make? If you rely on knowledge, then summarize what you truly know. If you think that some facts are self-evident, then what is the most self-evident fact you can think of? If you think you fear death, then see if you can contemplate nonexistence. If you believe in impermanence, that all things pass, take stock of what you know of Time. If you say that there is only the Now, then how could you have ever imagined a future or past? If you think belief in the self is a tragic mistake, then who made the mistake? If you believe in a Higher Self, then do you believe in two selves? If you believe that others have attained Enlightenment, consider what would drive your search if you had never heard of them. If you think Truth is beyond the mind, then what do you think you can know of it? Questions beget answers which beget questions. Can you imagine an Answer that cannot be questioned?
In conversations with seekers I find myself listening closely for their underlying belief system. I like to mention beliefs that may be relevant to their problem and suggest an avenue of investigation. Here I've distilled some of these comments into single sentences. "Aligning Worldviews" image from CreativeCommons.org. |
Call To Action For TAT Forum ReadersWith the intention of increasing awareness of TAT's meetings, books, and Forum among younger serious seekers, the TAT Foundation is now on Instagram. You can help! A volunteer is producing shareable text-quote and video content of Richard Rose and TAT-adjacent teachers. We need your suggestions for short, provocative 1-3 sentence quotes or 1 minute or less video clips of people like Rose, Art Ticknor, Bob Fergeson, Tess Hughes, Bob Cergol, Bart Marshall, Shawn Nevins, Anima Pundeer, Norio Kushi, Paul Rezendes, Paul Constant, & other favorites. (See below for an example). Please send favorite inspiring/irritating quotes—from books you have by those authors, from the TAT Forum, or any other place—to . If you have favorite parts of longer videos (ex: from a talk at a past TAT meeting), please email a link to the video and a timestamp. Thank you!
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Project: Beyond Mind, Beyond Death IITAT Press's Beyond Mind, Beyond Death (BMBD), published in 2008, covers selections from the first seven years of the TAT Forum, from November 2000 to December 2007. We've had 14 additional years of monthly TAT Forum issues since then. And we're getting ready to launch a project to solicit recommendations from all readers for a 2nd volume of BMBD from the seven years of monthly issues spanning January 2008 to December 2014. Our approach will be to have a brief, interactive survey each week for participants to rate the items in one issue of the Forum for inclusion in volume II. That will take about 20 months, during which time volunteer co-editors Abhay D. and Michael R. will arrange the selections into chapters and organize the book's contents. Within 2 years BMBD II should be available in paperback and e-book formats. Your participation to any extent practical for you will help the best formulation of Beyond Mind, Beyond Death II. If you haven't opted-in for participation notices, you can sign up at BMBD_II.htm, where you also can find links to all active surveys. |
TAT Foundation Press's latest publication: Always Right Behind You: Parables & Poems of Love & Completion by Anima Pundeer and Art Ticknor is now available in paperback and in Kindle e-book format. "Forged in friendship, and written from an intimate understanding of the human dilemma, Always Right Behind You is an open window on higher wisdom." ~ Bob Fergeson, author of The Listening Attention, Dark Zen: A Guru on the Bayou, and contributing author of Beyond Mind, Beyond Death. "Woven between the threads of Art and Anima’s friendship and spiritual journeys are snippets of wisdom, provocative questions and honest stories, all in the name of sharing this most profound and rewarding aspect of life. What a lovely book!" ~ Tess Hughes, author of This Above All: A Journey of Self-Discovery. Please add your review to the Amazon listing. It makes a difference! |
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* February Virtual Gathering: Saturday, February 5, 2022 *
April Gathering: Saturday and Sunday, April 9-10, 2022
June Gathering: Saturday and Sunday, June 11-12, 2022
August Gathering: Saturday and Sunday, August 20-21, 2022
November Gathering: Saturday and Sunday, November 12-13, 2022
February is definitely virtual, but we don't know how the rest of the year will play out.
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The following video recordings of presentations from a previous April TAT meeting are available on YouTube:
Richard Rose spent his life searching for the Truth, finding it, and teaching others to find their Way. Although not well known to the public, he touched the lives of thousands of spiritual seekers through his books and lectures and through personal contacts with local study groups that continue to work with his teachings today. Meet Richard Rose is a 34-minute audio recording of an audiovisual presentation by Michael Whitely at the August 2017 TAT meeting that explores the arc of Richard Rose's life as seeker, finder, family man, and teacher.
Downloadable/rental versions of the Mister Rose video and of April TAT talks Remembering Your True Desire (details).
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TAT's YouTube ChannelHave you seen the TAT Foundation's YouTube channel? Subscribe now for spiritual inspiration (and irritation)! Volunteers have been updating the channel with hours of new content! They've also curated some great playlists of talks by Richard Rose, teacher talks from recent & not so recent TAT meetings, episodes of the Journals of Spiritual Discovery podcast, and other great TAT related videos from around the internet. Featuring: Richard Rose, Bob Cergol, Shawn Nevins, Bob Fergeson, Mike Conners, Anima Pundeer, Norio Kushi, Bart Marshall, Paul Rezendes, Tess Hughes, Art Ticknor, Howdie Mickoski, Shawn Pethel and other speakers. This month's video is a talk by Anima Pundeer, from the June 2021 TAT Foundation virtual spiritual retreat entitled "The Way, The Life, & The Truth." The theme was "Falling In Love With Truth":
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Local Group News
New listing for Aiken, SC:
Looking to start a self-inquiry group ... finding like-minded people to talk about Richard Rose and his teachings either online or in-person in a home setting ... to question what it means to find our true selves.
~ Email
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Update for the Amsterdam, NL Self-Inquiry Group:
The group is not holding meetings currently, but email
for information.
Update from the Central New Jersey Self Inquiry:
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Update from the Central Ohio Non-Duality Group:
The Columbus, Ohio self-inquiry group, now known as the Central Ohio Non-Duality Group, has continued to meet virtually on Tuesday evenings at 6:30PM during the Coronavirus pandemic. Please email one of the people's names below if you wish to get a link to the meeting. Meeting format involves discussion of topics of interest to seekers and often bridges from the concerns, questions and interests of the core members in attendance into the topic which we intend to discuss. We look forward to the easing of restrictions to the point where we feel comfortable meeting again in person.
~ For further information, contact
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We're also on Facebook.
Update from the Dublin, Ireland self-inquiry group:
We meet every second Wednesday on Zoom. We are working using two different approaches. The first is the standard confrontation approach of people giving an update on what was coming for them in the previous period, in terms of their path. The second is the distribution of a piece in advance for reflection. We will continue in this vein for the time being, using either a general update or a piece for reflection shared in advance.
~ Contact
for more information.
Update from the email self-inquiry groups:
The Women's Online Confrontation (WOC) group consists of weekly reports where participants can include:
> What is on your mind?
> Any projects that you want to be held accountable for?
> Responses to a selected excerpt (in the previous report).
> Comments/responses/questions for other participants.
A philosophical/spiritual excerpt with two or three questions is included in each report.
Based on what we share, participants ask questions to help get clarity about our thinking.
The intention is to help each other see our underlying beliefs about who we are.
One rule we try to adhere to is not to give advice or solve problems.
The number of participants, to make it work efficiently, is between 4 and 7 including the leader.
Currently we have two men's email groups. They (the weekly exchanges, not the participants :-) function like slow-motion self-inquiry confrontation meetings, which has its pros and cons. We alternate by asking each other questions one week then answering them the following week. Participants provide brief updates of highlights from the previous week and optional updates on progress toward objectives that they use the reports for accountability on.
Both the women's and the men's email groups welcome serious participants.
~ Contact
or
for more information.
TAT Press publishes Anima's and Art's book: Always Right Behind You: Parables & Poems of Love & Completion.
Update from the Gainesville, FL self-inquiry group:
The Alachua County library reopened its meeting rooms on July 5th, and we were the first group to meet after the reopening.
We decided to change our meeting day from Sunday to Saturday, at the same time as previously (2 to 4 PM). Our first meeting was on July 10th, and subsequent meetings are scheduled for alternate Saturdays with an occasional extra week between meetings due to holidays or the TAT meeting schedule and our group's associated retreats.
~ Email
or
for more information.
TAT Press publishes three of Art's books: Solid Ground of Being: A Personal Story of the Impersonal, Beyond Relativity: Transcending the Split Between Knower & Known and Sense of Self: The Source of All Existential Suffering?
The Gainesville self-inquiry group is planning a four-day intensive retreat at Horseshoe Lake Park in Fort McCoy, FL on Thursday-Tuesday, Feb. 17–21, 2022.
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Update from Galway, Ireland:
Tess Hughes is starting a women's group on Wednesday evenings, 7pm Dublin time, using Zoom. It will begin mid September. Sessions last 90-120 minutes usually.
Anyone who's interested in joining can
contact
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TAT Press publishes Tess's easy to read, profound This Above All, the story of her journey of Self-Discovery.
Update from the GMT Support Group for Seekers:
We meet every Sunday gmt 17.30, live on Google Meet. Rapport and confrontation, talk and exchange.
Someone mostly brings a theme, like a text, poem or whatever to set the mood. Then 10 minutes of silent rapport after which everyone gets their turn on the "hot seat" for 10-15 minutes—the group listens to what the person has to say about the theme then asks friendly questions—depending on how many participants we are. The questioning is aimed at providing material for self-inquiry. There have been sessions in which we just chatted, but that is more the exception.
~ Contact
Update from the Greensburg, PA self-inquiry group:
I am meeting every Saturday morning with three of my former Greensburg SIG group participants who are into non-dualist paths, such as Adyashanti and Mooji. There is also another participant, a professional psychologist who is interested in eastern philosphy and who wasn't in my SIG group but makes a great addition to our proceedings. These fellows are sincere seekers. We spend our time discussing our respective paths and comparing notes. Our new venue is a place called the White Rabbit Cafe in Greensburg. I'm hoping that the lull here has ended and that we're ready to be more dynamic again.
~ Contact
if interested in local self-inquiry meetings.
An update from the self-inquiry group in Houston, TX:
The backyard patio meetings are now moved to Zoom meetings, which take place at 4 pm on Saturdays. There are 3 active and inspired participants right now. Topics vary from Mr. Rose's writings to "What is on your mind?"
~ Contact
for more information.
"Ignoramuses Anonymous" blog
Ignoramuses Anonymous is for seekers to explore questions together
a fellowship of seekers for whom ignorance of the absolute truth had become a major problem. It started as a blog for Pittsburgh PSI meeting members back in 2009. Welcoming discussion on the path.
To get notices of new posts, you can subscribe by RSS feed or by
email.
See the 2020/11/28 post: Four-day isolation retreat at TAT Center, with photos and YouTube clips.
Update from the Lynchburg, VA self-inquiry group:
We have been meeting on Thursday evenings from 7pm—8:30pm, online, via zoom. Norio Kushi, Paul Rezendes, and Bob Harwood are consistent guests. We've also had some other interesting characters show up from time to time. Topics come from readings or questions brought up by our members. These are sent out, along with the zoom invitation each week. Recently we posted some "considerations" for joining our group:
** Try to frame your comments as questions to Norio, Paul, or Bob. Draw these questions from you own experience rather than generalities. Maintain attention and discussion on the question rather than philosophical musings.
** Question other participants, in the spirit of group-assisted self inquiry, but without attempting to lead them to any particular conclusion or bring attention to yourself.
**Allow for and attend to the silence and the space that is always present. When you aren't speaking, see that as your role—to hold that space.
**Question, in yourself, the use of personal story-telling and quoting others—though sometimes both are helpful and appropriate.
**Consider the way in which you are listening. Does it have a quality of acquisitiveness or openness?
**Continue to question your own intention for coming to this meeting and let that guide any comments/questions/discussion.
~ Please contact
or
if you're interested in being on the email list.
Update from the New York City self-inquiry group:
The New York City Self-Inquiry group meets by Zoom every Monday from 6-8 PM EST. The link is https://us02web.zoom.us/j/3098361863?pwd=anY5OFlMT0pNMld6VXJDb0Z2SjY0UT09. For those joining by phone, the number is +1 929 205 6099 US (New York), with Meeting ID: 309 836 1863, and Passcode: 895478. More details, as well as our weekly discussion topics, are available on our MeetUp page (link above) and via email at
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Update for the Online Self-Inquiry Book Club:
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Update from the recently listed Online Video Confrontation Group:
The Monday Night Online Confrontation Group is going strong with a core group of participants and room for a few more. Now meeting at 7:30 pm EST (previously at 7 pm), using the online video conference platform from Zoom. The goal of the group is to practice confrontation/group self-inquiry.
~ If you're interested, email
or
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Isaac and AJ interviewed Art Ticknor on their Plant Cunning Podcast series, where they "invite herbalists, ethnobotanists, farmers, mages, fungi experts, community organizers and all kinds of other interesting people to the microphone to share their wisdom and experiences with us": Self Realization with Art Ticknor.
Update from the Pittsburgh, PA self-inquiry group:
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Update from the Portland, OR self-inquiry group:
A small group of us meet most Sundays at a coffee shop. The format for our meetings is to give each person 20 minutes or so to talk about whatever is coming up for them in their practice and to answer questions from the others.
~ Email
for more information.
Update from the Raleigh, NC Triangle Inquiry Group:
The group is starting up again after a hiatus, now with Zoom online meetings.
~ Email
for details.
Update for the Raleigh-Durham-Chapel Hill area TAT Center:
Bob Fergeson spent a year as resident teacher before returning to Colorado in March.
Mark Wintgens continues as our chief-seeker in residence and invaluable caretaker. He is looking forward to hosting retreats and meetings for local group members as well as all TAT seekers. And TAT is looking forward to the possibility of hosting the August 2021 TAT meeting at the Center.
~ Email
for information about the TAT Center.
Update from the Richmond Self Inquiry Group:
There isn't a Richmond self inquiry group at the moment
it never really got off the ground. I'm considering a few different approaches for round three, but it'll be at least a few months away before that takes form.
~ Email
for information about future meetings and events.
Update from the San Francisco Bay area self-inquiry group:
See the Shawn Nevins interview by Iain McNay of Conscious.tv, kicking off the publication of Shawn's book Subtraction: The Simple Math of Enlightenment.
~ Email
for information about upcoming meetings and events.
TAT Press publishes Shawn's Images of Essence: The Standing Now, which features his poems with photos by Bob Fergeson, The Celibate Seeker: An Exploration of Celibacy as a Modern Spiritual Practice, Subtraction: The Simple Math of Enlightenment, and Hydroglyphics: Reflections on the Sacred, which features his poems with photos by Phaedra Greenwood.
Update from the Washington DC Area Self-Inquiry Discussion Group:
[This group was previously listed as the Rockville, MD self-inquiry group.] We've been meeting monthly at Rockville, MD Memorial Library. While the library is closed for public health reasons, we're participating more in a weekly online book club. Forum readers are welcome to participate.
~ For more information, please email
or see the website http://firstknowthyself.org/virtual/.
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TAT's August 2019 Workshop was titled Beyond Mindfulness: Meditation and the Path Within and included three guest speakers who each led separate workshops. The following audio recordings are now available in the members-only website area:
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Folks know the body is mortal, but they work hard to reinforce the belief that they possess that body like they possess a car and are independent of it. Rose once challenged a young visitor to his house saying: "How about we send your body to Pittsburgh and keep you here?” The “working hard” to maintain and reinforce the belief involves the attention, and its focus. Another way of saying this is: What is the object of one’s attention at any given time during so-called conscious waking time? What are you looking at? What are you seeing? What are you looking away from and not seeing? I’ve said and written countless times over many years: We look at and move toward everything that affirms and magnifies self, and we look away from everything that jeopardizes and diminishes it. Maybe someone considering these words might come to the same conclusion I did after seeing, after accepting, what was the impermanent personal me, versus what is the permanent impersonal behind me – the core and source of being, and that conclusion was: Exercises, volitional efforts, aimed at pausing thoughts or looking at nothing don’t result in the kind of seeing I just mentioned. It may feel or seem that one is absent in that moment and that might even feel quite good. But that’s not self-transcendence, or death of the ego. It is simply falling asleep, a form of self-hypnosis. Sleep happens every night. No special practice or meditation required. Indeed, various degrees of sleep happen throughout one’s day. Rather, it is consistent and earnest efforts and exercises aimed at discovering the truth of what you are, defining yourself, challenging your self-definition, raising the doubt-sensation in the process, increasing the possibility of confounding the ego-mind to the point that thought stops as a non-volitional outcome. The ego-mind stops and thought stops. The looking away from self-diminishment and towards self-affirmation stops. In that moment, eternity rushes in, filling the void. In that moment, the impermanent personal is surrendered and transcended, and the impersonal permanent Being comes into view. Yes, that sounds quite paradoxical because we cannot comprehend “seeing” without personal “us” being the see-er, without being the transcend-er, etc. The view is not the viewer and we experience self as the viewer. Yet when this final realization occurs, the viewer is in the view; the view and the viewer are one and the same! True Self. Permanent impersonal Self. The power to see does not belong to us. That which sees precedes us. It animates us. It is the omnipresent, all-pervading Awareness in which self-consciousness manifests—in which the dream of having a body is dreamt, and the dream of telling oneself a tale that affirms and magnifies an identity that has no substance without the body is even possible. Perhaps that is why Enlightenment or Self-Realization is sometimes called Awakening. * ~ Thanks to Bob Cergol. Image from pixabayx.com/ |
Which historical figure do you admire most? Which living person do you admire most? Which is the trait you most deplore in yourself? What is your greatest extravagance? What is your favourite journey? On what occasion do you lie? Which living person do you most despise? What or who is the greatest love of your life? When and where were you happiest? Which talent would you most like to have? What is your current state of mind? What is your greatest fear? Where would you most like to live? Is there anywhere in the world you would like to visit? What is your most marked characteristic? Which words or phrases do you most overuse? What do you consider the most overrated virtue? What do you consider your greatest achievement? What do you most like, and dislike about your appearance/body? If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what do you think it would be? What is your most treasured possession? If you had choose between losing one of your senses which one would it be? What do you value most in friendships? Who is your favourite writer or more than one? Who are your favourite actors? Films? What is your greatest regret? Who (if any) are the heroes in our life? What do you love? If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? What is your favourite occupation? What is the quality you most like in a man? or woman? friend? Who are your favourite writers? What is your motto?
Thanks to Tess Hughes, who commented: "I think it might be a fun activity to use somewhere sometime, perhaps ... for two folks to share with each other or some such thing." The Proust Questionnaire is a set of questions answered by the French writer Marcel Proust in a confession album—a form of parlor game popular among Victorians. The image of Proust is from Wikimedia Commons. |
Thanks to Shawn Nevins, who commented: This is from very early in my search, SKS days, and it's not attributed to anyone. It doesn't seem like Rose's wording, but doesn't seem like [Self Knowledge Symposium founder] Augie T., either. Possibly, it's my wording of things both said. I like that it calls out "living the life" (of a seeker) as an element of rapport. "Conserving one's energy and directing it profitably," as Rose would say. The photo appears widely on Twitter, Facebook and other sites.
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“I began asking myself questions ... acting as if I’m someone I respected.” ~ BH
“Every habit pattern that you’ve identified as being repetitive and static is a hammer beating at your consciousness, trying to get you to move forward. The more common the habit is, the more easily it can be opened up, as contradictory as that may seem. If you want to decide where to start your effort, pick the most repetitive habit you have, that you know is off key. That’s where the most energy is. And where the energy is at is the key to where the problem is. “When you open it up, you won’t believe the flood of insight that it will bring. Your other brain channels and synapses have all been worked way forward in consciousness, but held back at that point. If it’s not something that is deep, anything that is deep that is related to it is immediately accessible. The minute you knock that wall down and move one inch forward, you’re in a new universe. You have all the energies and drives immediately at hand to open and expand the world that you brought yourself into.” |
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A reader wrote that what would make the Forum more interesting would be: Hearing from people who are searching and have questions instead of those providing endless advice and "answers." What challenges they are facing. What their doubts and questions are. How they perceive their path is going. What they are doing in their lives. Where they think they will end up. Etc. etc. Can you help make the Forum more interesting? |
The Reader Commentary question for the February TAT Forum is:
What is my deepest intention?
Thanks to 21 Questions for a Spiritual Seeker by Chandresh Bhardwaj. "If you consider yourself to be on a spiritual path, you must be having conversations with your soul already. During your conversations, pause often and listen carefully. At times, pause to ask questions too."
Responses follow.
From Sarah J:
To find a way out of this mess.
I: Sarah, ego, identity: 'I’ did not choose this path. I did not choose to be up to my ears in mess and confusion. My deepest intention is to find a way out of this mess. It seems I can’t find a way back, and somehow, my heart isn’t in trying. Which puts me at odds with myself.
So, my deepest intention is simply to get to the other side.
From Brett S:
At a meeting of our local self-inquiry group, the topic was the same as the TAT November meeting: what do you really, really want?
For the first time, my answer was truth. I didn’t start with that answer, but arrived there through a series of questions from the group and my responses. I first said I want acceptance, as a path to lead to love. So, I must want love. But, without certainty I don't know if love is real. So, I must want certainty. But, if I'm certain of something that isn't true, then certainty is worthless. So, I must want truth.
I thought the process was really cool. It felt collaborative, like the whole becoming greater than the sum of its parts.
My deepest intention, I think, is to live true to myself. I used to think that meant “becoming the ideal version of myself"; someone everyone would always love (ha!) but more importantly someone I would always love. Now "living true to myself" feels more exploratory. Like, "seeing myself how I am, and accepting that."
From Brian M:
When I think about my deepest intention I feel a wobble. Steady up there lad, why are you wobbling? It feels like this intention is not solid, like a mirage. A fear appears that doubts that I can keep this commitment to the end. This is not sacred doubt but fear of failure, not making it over the finishing line. Am I holding on to a belief that there is a finishing line and a starting line? Of course. How many other beliefs must be brought to the sword? I can't answer but many for sure. Following my deepest intention means that I may have to live without explanation to slyly slip out of the mask of the "I". All projection of my perceived individuality that I appear to be has to nullified and voided. My deepest intention is to be at the right place at the right time for grace to lift the curtains on what I truly am.
From Michael R:
This question is related to “what’s my deepest desire” in my mind. What I appreciate most about these questions is the refinement they cause when really taking the time to answer in a way that hits home and rings true. My deepest intention would be related to my deepest longing. The surface is scratched to my deepest longing when it’s described as a kind of experience - I want to “know” the Truth, I want to “feel” Whole.
This way of talking about it doesn’t really go beneath the surface, though. What I most deeply long for isn’t something “I” can “have,” including a knowing or a feeling, both of which are still “set apart” from me in a way that doesn’t touch the core of this aching curiosity. This aim is not towards an experience, which I know intuitively would always feel removed, relative, and too far away.
The closest phrase I’ve ever heard that touches this is “Knowledge through Identity,” a blend of knowing and being. That’s my deepest desire, to know what I am through direct contact and a somehow aware-identity with my essential nature and source. It’s the basis of every other question I’ve ever had about God, meaning, life, and death. And from that deepest longing springs my deepest intention - to become or realize That.
From RS:
My deepest intention is to be happy ever.
From Art Ticknor:
My deepest intention by age 30 was to become fully satisfied with my life. And I was fully frustrated because I couldn't see what to aim at in order to become satisfied. There was something missing, but I didn't have a clue about what it was.
Then I met Richard Rose at age 33, and he "rang my bell." Actually it was more like a big, brass gong, which I didn't even know I had inside, and the words that did it were: "The answers lie within."
I had been looking outside / in the physical world to find a target. That there was a diametrically opposed direction hadn't occurred to me. So I had an entirely new direction and, before long, I had words that described the target: My intention was to become the Truth at any cost.
When I met Douglas Harding a quarter of a century later and told him about my first encounter with Richard Rose, he said 33 is a magic age, isn't it. See the Douglas Harding page on Bob Fergeson's Mystic Missal for a brief description of why 33 was a significant age for Harding.
From Patrick K:
To live in the truest way I can, to make myself as vulnerable as possible for to see fully who I am. Until I really know who capital “I” is, I'm stranded in the ignorance of a separate self wandering around aimlessly and lost in a world I don't really feel that I belong to.
From Bonnie Y:
I would like to see the ultimate big picture if it's meant to be shown to me.
From Bob Cergol:
I don’t think a lengthy essay is needed to answer the question simply. The universal deepest intention of human beings is threefold. First and foremost is to be, to exist—as an individual. Second is to define that individuality to and for themselves. Third is to avoid looking directly into the core of their being, from whence it springs, because to do so would be to truly accept with finality their individual mortality—not just bodily, but precious, self-loved, ego-identity....
See the rest of Bob's response in the Irritation & Inspiration section.
From Tara S:
My deepest intention seems to change fairly frequently. Or I should say, awareness of my deepest intention is sometimes shrouded. Today, as I type, it seems my deepest intention is to find the answer within myself that will make me stop feeling inadequate. To believe something intellectually is not what I am looking for. To affirm the Al Franken/Stuart Smalley quote, "I'm good enough, I'm smart enough and doggone it people like me!" won't cut it. My deepest intention is to find out what I truly am, beneath the layers of relative personhood. And the assumption is that, when I know THAT, within every fiber of my being, it will be satisfactory.
From Bill K:
The greatest intentions are the ones that make it obvious that they are not mine. I don't have one, the intention has me.
But I have a choice: an intention can drive me, or I can ignore or avoid by directing my attention.
I believe the deepest or most profound are of a certain type, in that they are indicative of something more substantial, solid or real than the results enjoyed by other intentions and desires. It seems as if some part of me has either experienced, or is, or has been in contact with something more real and the resulting impression so great as to create an intention to return there. Intention implies action as intent to do, and in this case 'to go' would mean some transformation, a transcendence to something more real but subtle, solid yet however vague. Another belief I have is that there is a way there, through some calling, thread or form of bread crumbs as guidance. I have a choice: be open and move, or ignore or avoid.
Next Month
The Reader Commentary question for the March TAT Forum, thanks to Bonnie Y., is: What does love mean to you? Please your responses by the 25th of February and indicate your preferred identification (the default is your first name and the initial letter of your last name). PS: What question(s) would you like to ask other TAT Forum readers? |
Other Reader Feedback
From Gus R., referencing the Online Self-Inquiry Book Club in the Local Group News section:
Rose aligns himself with the method of Zen in its recognition of the impossibility of stepping out of dualistic mentation in a straight line by any means. One cannot think, work, chant, grin, believe, ingratiate, copulate, or buy one’s way into Enlightenment. The step from relative thought to Direct Mind apprehension must pass through the realm of magic. This transformation in consciousness is quickened by a nonrational (as differentiated from rational, and not to be confused with irrational) mode of inquiry. ~ From Chapter 6 of Richard Rose's Psychology of the Observer: The Path to Reality Through the Self by John Kent.
If you asked ten self-inquirers about their methods of seeking, I'd bet you would get ten different and sometimes vague answers. That's not a problem unless you were new to self-inquiry and really wanted to know what it is about. It would not be a problem if you were a seeker and in turning over every stone, were eager to hear every other seeker's story, about their path, their ways and means.
The quote above is the opening paragraph to “Self-Inquiry: Its Meaning and Direction,” one of nineteen chapters of an attempt by one man, having studied with Rose for most of ten years, to put together a comprehensive study of all aspects of Rose's teachings, as a reference work for other seekers and for his graduate school review board. John Kent's effort is the result of many one-on-one interviews and the transcribing of discussions not recorded elsewhere.
For those who knew Rose or are familiar with his writings, John's thoroughness is an amazing compilation. His scholarly style is peppered with often earthy quotes and tones that depict Rose's manner of teaching well. Yet it is only one man's interpretation of what Rose has to offer. Many of his students have recorded one-liners that can pivot the mind as if magically in some direction unexpectedly. Mr Kent has an endless number of these, and he interlaces them like punctuation to clarify effectively. This manuscript is not the final answer, but more a first hand account and thorough explanation—a stone well worth the effort to investigate.
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The Self-inquiry Book Club has monthly meetings, each focusing on a different chapter of John Kent's thesis detailing Rose's teachings. Chapter 6, Self Inquiry: Its Meaning and Direction," is scheduled for discussion on Sunday, Feb. 13 (invitation to Sunday meetings). There's also a separate discussion board for each month's chapter.
From Don A., referencing the January 2022 Concerns & Convictions article:
“A Part of Thee” (taken from the title of the author's favorite poem by Richard Rose) was one of the best distillations of Richard Rose's teachings I have ever run across. A “Reader's Digest” digestion of just enough key points to portray Rose's approach to self-inquiry as unique and separate from most every current Vedanta and self-inquiry approach out there today.
In case you missed it, here are a few “eye-openers” that may surprise you:
- That self-inquiry is a strategy of going on the offense
- That “no self” is absurd
- Meditation is a practice of looking away
- Who is “My Lord”?
- That “flow” is a wind that blows my boat from birth to death
- And traction against that flow requires friction
- That "Love is the purpose of life. . ."
Excerpts from Rose that begin like “How do we do it?” (from The Direct-Mind Experience) exemplify his boldness; stanzas like the one in "A Part of Thee" (from Carillon) that begins with “Though you should seek me I am with thee still,” his love.
Resourcefully, a good one liner can drive home a point to an obstinate listener, and the author citess a humorous one regarding possibly obstinacy: The word “vegetarian” is derived from a Native American word for “poor hunter.”
Perhaps another would be: New Age Spirituality is derived from “poor seeker,” or that understanding non-duality is the refuge of the tired seeker.
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CONFRONTATION, The visitor coming to our meeting for the first time may witness the group in confrontation, and wonder about its function. To many, especially those looking for phenomenal happenings, may think it is only some half-hearted method of encountering. The purpose behind confrontation is to discover the real self, not to provide some sort of therapy. Some therapy may be unavoidable, but it is not the prime purpose. The WHOLE CORE OF OUR SYSTEM REVOLVES in CONFRONTATION. Spiritual self-definition involves the “going within,” a process that is necessary because modern psychology is not adequate in defining man, nor in finding for man a method of finding his essence through mental introspection. The latter process belongs to ancient systems of spiritual discipline. The great undertaking, FINDING THE ESSENCE of man, which simultaneously answers all man’s questions when found… must be started with a simple step. Each step should validate itself for us… by giving us the conviction that we are more aware of ourself with the taking or completion of the step. So CONFRONTATION is the first step. A practice of starting to look seriously inside. It should not be looked upon as a battle with the monitor. The monitor is only trying to help you do your own work. The enquirer must volunteer for confrontation. No one is forced. We say that the first step is ATTENDANCE. The fact that you are here means that you are either idly curious, or drawn by some intuition. THE SECOND STEP is CONFRONTATION, and participation in some form. THE THIRD STEP IS PARTICIPATION IN RAPPORT sessions. There should be no explanation of this step, beyond the information that we have a form of transmission which is employed with the aid of individual rapport. So that the system which you see here is two-fold. It is a mental technique for approaching a knowledge of essence, and an energy implementation for the DIRECT EXPERIENCE OF THAT ESSENCE. We are trying to expedite your enquiry with this sheet, and at the same time avoid the disruption of our meetings with explanations to everyone who comes in. So it is suggested that, in the event you wish more explanation, that you ask the monitor after the formal meeting is concluded, to spend some time with you, or have one of the older members of the group answer your questions. All monitors are more than happy to do this, because it brings to both the monitor and the group the realization that the intuition of the enquirer places him on the unique level of intelligent spiritual searching.
If you are from out of town and cannot attend, you can write to: *
Thanks to Shawn Nevins for uncovering this additional example of TAT memorabilia and sharing it with us. Shawn commented: I think it would be a fine addition to the Forum. You'd know better than I [because I was active in TAT from 1978, and Shawn came later circa 1990 - Ed.], but I see it as Rose's summary of his system circa 1975. Ten years later, perhaps he wouldn't have agreed. Twenty years later, I'd call his system "be celibate and go out into a cabin with a book until you have questions for me." And thirty years later, he was gone. Mr. Rose was still encouraging me to move to cities where he thought we might meet some people who would be interested in "the great undertaking" when I moved from Texas to Miami in 1985 ... establishing a local confrontation group and hopefully a rapport group, both of which occurred and continued until I moved to the Rose farm in WV in 1991 to keep it open for people to do solitary retreats. Shawn's focus was living on the farm as opposed to trying to find people to work with in new locations, and I don't think Mr. Rose would have pressed him to "go out into the world" unless he became disheartened on the farm. |
Definition of Terms
Index of many of the key terms and principles in Rose's work, with brief definitions, from Richard Rose's Psychology of the Observer: The Path to Reality Through the Self by John Kent. |
Jacob's Ladder © 2001 Richard Rose. See this transcript of a talk on the topic by Rose.
Homing Ground Update
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