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TAT members share their personal convictions and/or concerns
What I Found Questions and Answers From a Finder Questionnaire
1. What did you find?
I found answers to all of my dozens of existential questions, and realized that I was NOT who I had thought I was. I discovered that the culturally-conditioned sense of “me” had been an illusion and that all apparent separation is also a cognitive illusion. I discovered that what I am is Reality, or THIS, momentarily manifesting as a particular human being.
2. What is your general advice to seekers?
Keep seeking until you find whatever it is that you want to find or understand. Contemplate what you want to know, and then shift attention away from thoughts until a deeper level of mind than the intellect reveals the answers. The methodology that I recommend is similar to what Zen people and many scientists recommend. If you have a specific question, state the question explicitly, mull it over intellectually, and then shift attention away from thoughts using whatever meditative activity appeals to you. Periodically, bring up the question for review, and then shift attention away from the question again. The primary form of meditation that seemed most beneficial to me is what I call ATA-T (attending the actual minus thoughts). I spent hundreds, if not thousands, of hours shifting attention away from verbal thoughts ABOUT reality to direct sensory perception of what could be seen, heard, felt, etc. This involves shifting attention away from ideas, images, and symbols (words). As the intellect became increasingly quiescent, answers to various existential questions would suddenly appear and become obvious. Formal breath awareness meditation (which is a form of ATA-T) frequently resulted in deep states of nirvikalpa samadhi in which everything disappears except pure awareness. I have speculated that this state in some way loosens up the neural circuitry of the intellect and often triggers cosmic-consciousness events that can result in many huge realizations all at once.
3. Answer any or all of the following that you feel are relevant. What are your thoughts/feelings about:
a) Abiding and non-abiding awakening (i.e., knowledge of the Self/Truth vs. abiding as the Self/Truth)
Zen people call the way of life that results from pursuing the pathless path “non-abidance in mind.” Thoughts can still appear, but there’s no attachment to them. Life becomes simple and direct. It’s like losing oneself in the flow of life to such a degree that the mind does not reflect ABOUT what’s happening in the same way as it did prior to realizing “what’s going on.”
b) Are “Who (or what are you), whence (where did you come from), and whither (where are you going)?” fundamental questions for a seeker?
Anyone who sees deeply into the nature of THIS loses all fear of death because what everyone and everything IS was never born and will never die and that can be known without any doubt. What we are simply changes forms, and human existence allows Reality/THIS to have a unique perspective of ITSELF. THIS is all there is, and THIS is incomprehensible to the intellect.
c) Bliss
Bliss is a state that is far beyond happiness. It occurs in nirvikalpa samadhi, and during cosmic-consciousness events, and it can continue for significant periods of time after a cosmic consciousness event, but whether it can continue indefinitely I do not know.
d) Doing vs. not doing
A statement in the Tao te Ching goes something like, “A sage does nothing, but everything gets done.” I agree. Until one discovers THIS, and penetrates the illusion of separateness, however, it feels as if one is a separate volitional entity who is the doer of whatever the body is doing. Afterwards, this feeling is gone. Efforting falls into this same category. It seems as if one makes various efforts to do various things, but after discovering THIS, it is seen that there was never anyone making an effort of any kind.
Zen people distinguish between enlightenment/awakening and “Holy Buddhahood.” Bunan, an ancient Zen Master, once wrote, “Die while still alive and be completely dead. Then, do whatever you will. It will all be good.” I suspect that he was referring to Holy Buddhahood or a state of Christ-Consciousness when he wrote that, and I think that it applies to something that is possible but extremely rare. After a CC in 1984, this character was in such a deep state of unicity that it felt like being in heaven on earth, but it was totally impersonal. It lasted for three days. It was triggered by something that felt electrical and it ended with something that felt electrical. Whether a human could fall into that state and live in that state indefinitely, I have no idea, but because anything is possible, it can’t be ruled out.
f) Hypnosis (influencing another person mind-to-mind)
I have no experience with this, but I have talked to people who have experienced telepathic events in which one person’s thoughts were transmitted to another person and affected their behavior. Most reports of this type thing are associated with people who engage in long silent retreats.
g) Identity
Identifying with anything necessarily involves someone identifying with something, and what non-duality is pointing to is beyond identity.
h) Individual consciousness of awareness
Conventionally speaking, there can be awareness of awareness or consciousness of awareness, but not by a “someone.” THIS is all there is, and THIS is aware, and awareness is primordial. It’s possible for a human to realize that if the entire manifested universe disappeared, awareness would remain.
i) Meditation
Meditation was incredibly beneficial to this character. Twenty years of intellectual reflection yielded no answers at all to any existential questions, but within ten or fifteen days of beginning a meditative activity, insights and realizations began to occur, and within five months numerous big realizations occurred. During the next fifteen years countless other realizations occurred, and each realization destroyed some cognitive illusion to which there had been some degree of attachment.
j) No-self
Different people seem to have a different sense of selfhood. Some people have what I call “a hard-core sense of selfhood,” as if the “me” were a little guy or gal inside the head looking out at an external world. Other people have a much more diffuse sense of selfhood that they describe in different ways. For people who have a hard-core sense of selfhood, the sense that one is inside looking outside can suddenly disappear along with any boundary between inside and outside. When that happens, one realizes that one’s past identity was a “head-trip” about a fictional entity and that there was never a self in the way that was previously imagined.
k) No-thought
There are some rare people who do not have an internal monologue/dialogue. For most people, however, there is a strong sense of what Zen people call “monkey mind”—a mind that verbally chatters all the time about everything (like a monkey jumping from limb to limb). The good news is that anyone can learn to stop thinking simply by shifting attention away from thoughts again and again. It is much like learning to speed read, and is not special. For people who persistently pursue some meditative activity that shifts attention away from the verbal monologue, the mind/intellect becomes increasingly silent. Eventually, people who meditate a lot can stop thinking at will, and simply remain aware of reality in total mental silence. Many people like to call that silent state of mind “non-conceptual awareness.”
l) Rapport (contacting another person mind-to-mind)
Sitting with other people in silence can definitely have an effect, but what can happen and how it can happen is quite mysterious.
m) Reality
Reality with a capital “R” is a synonym for THIS, Source, “what is,” “The Unborn,” and other words pointing to the Infinite.
n) Self-Realization (peeling away fabricated layers of one’s own personality to understand the true self and hence the true nature of reality)
I don’t know about the idea of “peeling away” anything. For this character there were discontinuous sudden insights that revealed the illusory nature of various ideas and beliefs until it was finally seen that THIS is the only actor on the stage.
o) Silence
I recommend silence strongly. Most insights seem to result from some degree of internal silence.
p) Tension
This word doesn’t resonate with anything here.
q) Transmission
There may be sages that transmit something to a seeker, but I have no experience with that. Sages generally say and do things that they hope will trigger an insight in others by questioning something a seeker has said or by reminding a seeker that some thought process is leading them in the wrong direction.
r) Truth
“What is”/THIS.
s) What can we know for sure: What we are? What we aren’t? Other?
Whatever we want to know can be discovered, and it can be known for sure.
t) What is your certainty based on?
Realizations that are beyond the mind.
u) What prevents a seeker from knowing the truth?
Attachment to the consensus paradigm that reality is composed of separate things being observed by a separate entity. IOW, erroneous thoughts and beliefs about the nature of reality that have been culturally conditioned since childhood.
v) “You are aware prior to birth and aware after you die, so you begin with awareness, but you are not conscious of awareness.” ~ Richard Rose, The Direct-Mind Experience
I am not familiar with what Rose is talking about here.
w) Other comments:
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TAT Foundation News
It’s all about “ladder work” – helping and being helped
Richard Rose, the founder of the TAT Foundation, spent his life searching for the Truth, finding it, and helping others to find their Way. Although not well known to the public, he touched the lives of thousands of spiritual seekers through his books and lectures and through personal contacts with local study groups that continue to work with his teachings today. He felt strongly that helping others generates help for ourselves as well in our climb up the ladder to the golden find beyond the mind.
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With the intention of increasing awareness of TAT’s meetings, books, and the Forum among younger serious seekers, and to increase awareness of ways to approach the search for self-definition, the TAT Foundation is now on Instagram.
You can help! A volunteer is producing shareable text-quote and video content of Richard Rose and TAT-adjacent teachers. We need your suggestions for short, provocative 1-3 sentence quotes or 1 minute or less video clips of people like Rose, Art Ticknor, Bob Fergeson, Tess Hughes, Bob Cergol, Bart Marshall, Shawn Nevins, Anima Pundeer, Norio Kushi, Paul Rezendes, Paul Constant, & other favorites. (An example here is selected by the TAT member who volunteers to oversee the Instagram account.)
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TAT Foundation Press’s latest publications
Message In A Bottle: Reflections On The Spiritual Path
Message In A Bottle: Reflections On The Spiritual Path relates the ongoing struggles and triumphs of fellow seekers. This collection of insightful essays serves as a testament to resilience, patience, and unwavering determination in the pursuit of inner truth and understanding. It is now available in print and Kindle versions as well as TAT Press’s first audiobook (individual purchase or membership) on Amazon.com.
What is the difference between the wisdom of seekers and the wisdom of “Finders”? This book suggests a surprising alternative to those experts, gurus, teachers and authors who are supposedly the Finders in the fields of spiritual seeking, psychology and healthy, happy and successful living.
We are a culture addicted to success, and honor those whom we consider a success by seeking their expertise, authority and insight as if to guarantee our own success. There is a huge fallacy possible in seeking advice from outside when we avoid or ignore inner guidance, intuition or wisdom that might already be active and available to us. That is just what this book is about: if one could summon their best advice to guide one’s self in the past. But really, that advice may be just as applicable in the present, if I only listen. The wisdom of 14 seekers in the book is spellbinding as they relate wrestling with night-terror, drug experiences, making commitments, “restless psyche syndrome,” the mysteries of the “unseen,” facing “a change somewhere within me now,” to “be still,” committing to solo retreats, giving in to “nostalgia and love” and the big one: pride and the ego-self. I found myself throughout the book “spinning-off” to contemplate many of the same “what if’s” and “had I onlys” along with my own ensuing insights as a result.
There’s a quote in the preface that sums up these first-hand accounts nicely: “If (someone’s) tale ends with ‘I struggled, rested, struggled, rested (and that) feels like I haven’t made a bit of progress but am still struggling’—that would be encouraging to read.” The same person adds that the wisdom of seeking is that we learn by contrast and comparison. I believe people seeking answers to life’s “Big Questions” either through spirituality, psychology, philosophy, religion or academia will find this book eye-opening by both the wisdom and folly described by seekers who experience so many things rarely revealed with which the reader might resonate and contemplate.
Please add your review to the Amazon listing. It makes a difference!
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Featuring: Richard Rose, Bob Cergol, Shawn Nevins, Bob Fergeson, Mike Conners, Anima Pundeer, Norio Kushi, Paul Rezendes, Bob Harwood, Tess Hughes, Art Ticknor, Shawn Pethel, Tyler Matthew and other speakers.
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Local Group News
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Update for the Online Self-Inquiry Book Club: > We’re discussing the Ashtavakra Gita, translation by Bart Marshall. – August 4: Chapters 19-20: Repose in the Self, Liberation-in-Life. > The next book
Update from the Pittsburgh, PA self-inquiry group: > Use the e-mail link below for invitations to all meetings and to receive internal email announcements. > In-person bi-weekly meetings Mon. 7-9 pm: Univ. of PGH Cathedral of Learning, Main Room (look for red raincoat on the back of a chair!) – Mon, August 5: Dean will host: “What do others know that we don’t about Ourselves?” – Mon, August 19: “Are you Conscious?” > Online group confrontation and individual contributions every Wed, 8:00 pm ET via Zoom. – Wed, Aug 7: Online: Lenny will Host – Sunday, Aug 11, 2PM EDT: Online, Alex will host “Beliefs” – Wed, Aug 14: Online: Gloria will Host – Wed, Aug 21: Online: Mary Beth will Host – Sunday Aug 25, 2PM EDT: Online Joint Dublin Americas: Lenny will host – Wed, May 28: Online: “Intro to Cloud of Unknowing” > All Forum subscribers are welcome to join us. Email to receive weekly topics with preparatory notes and Zoom invitations. Current events are listed on Meetup as Pittsburgh Self-inquiry Group and on www.pghsig.org.
Update from the San Francisco Bay area self-inquiry group: Our first meeting will be Saturday, Sept. 7 at Overfelt Gardens in San Jose. Biweekly meetings will alternate between in-person and virtual meetings. The meetings are open to anyone within driving distance of the San Francisco Bay area. ~ Email for information about upcoming meetings and events.
Update for the Amsterdam, NL Self-Inquiry Group: The group is not holding meetings currently, but email for information.
Update from the Central New Jersey Self Inquiry Group: The Central Jersey Self Inquiry Group welcomes serious participants. We are a small group and meet every other Sunday from 6pm to 7pm eastern time on zoom. We had a retreat together Sunday April 28. Members of the NY City Self Inquiry Group and the Central Jersey Inquiry Group worked together to hold a one-day retreat recently. The retreat was open to the public; one new person came from a Facebook posting, 2 who drove up from Maryland, for a total of 11 people. The retreat was held in person at the Heart of Art Studio in Hamilton NJ. The retreat began with an introduction and answer to “why did I come?” by each participant. Next was a group reading and discussion of Why Bad Things Happen by Joan Tollifson. A member presented the topic “The Buildings that block out the Penny that blots out the Sun”—core wounds, attachment styles and possible methods to heal the wounds, in order to facilitate a deeper inquiry into Being. One member commented “this topic is gold.” A member led a stretching/movement exercise after lunch. The group was given two prompts for a 10-minute walking meditation: True or False: “I’m trying to be something I’m not.” And “What is my dream life? What parts of my life would I like to change or get rid of?” The final exercise of the day, was the reading of a short passage by Bob C., followed by an inquiry writing exercise “I cannot see—what I cannot accept.” ~ For meeting info: facebook.com/groups/429437321740752. Questions?for more details.
Update from the Central Ohio Non-Duality Group: The Central Ohio Non-Duality Group has continued to meet virtually during the pandemic with a group of core members. As a result, the participants now dial in beyond Central Ohio from CA, TX, MD, NC and OH. We will continue to meet virtually on Tuesday evenings at 6:30 to 8:30 PM and welcome new participants. The meetings feature confrontation sessions that are a serious effort to engage in self-inquiry with the help of friends on the path. New participants can begin by first observing the process, if they wish, to understand the purpose and nature of such efforts by like-minded seekers. The Central Ohio Non-Duality Group recently posted the meeting link to its local Meet-Up site inviting new participants. If interest is shown for in-person meetings by participants in the Central Ohio area, in-person meetings will be re-started on a second evening. ~ For further information, contactor.
Update from the Dublin, Ireland self-inquiry group: We meet every second Wednesday on Zoom. We are working using two different approaches. The first is the standard confrontation approach of people giving an update on what was coming for them in the previous period, in terms of their path. The second is the distribution of a piece in advance for reflection. We will continue in this vein for the time being, using either a general update or a piece for reflection shared in advance. ~ Contact for information.
Update from the email self-inquiry groups: The Women’s Online Confrontation (WOC) group consists of weekly reports where participants can include: > What is on your mind? > Any projects that you want to be held accountable for? > Responses to a selected excerpt (in the previous report). > Comments/responses/questions for other participants. A philosophical/spiritual excerpt with two or three questions is included in each report. Based on what we share, participants ask questions to help get clarity about our thinking. The intention is to help each other see our underlying beliefs about who we are. One rule we try to adhere to is not to give advice or solve problems. The number of participants, to make it work efficiently, is between 4 and 7 including the leader. We continue to have two men’s email groups active. Since the beginning of the year, four participants have left and one other participant has returned. The weekly reports function like slow-motion self-inquiry confrontation meetings, which has its pros and cons. We alternate by asking each other questions one week then answering them the following week. Participants provide brief updates of highlights from the previous week and optional updates on progress toward objectives that they use the reports for accountability on. Both the women’s and the men’s email groups welcome serious participants. ~ Contact or for more information.
Update from the Gainesville, FL self-inquiry group: We continue to meet at the Alachua County main library on Saturdays from 2 to 4 PM. We typically schedule meetings for alternate Saturdays with an occasional extra week between meetings due to holidays or the TAT meeting schedule and our group’s associated retreats. We talk with newcomers about the objective of the group as a forum to stimulate the progress of self-inquirers, we ask them what their most heartfelt life-objective is, and then we usually listen to each volunteer who wants to talk and then be questioned about what they’ve said. ~ Email or for more information.
Update from the GMT Support Group for Seekers: We meet every Sunday gmt 18.30, live on Google Meet. Rapport and confrontation, talk and exchange. Someone mostly brings a theme, like a text, poem or whatever to set the mood. Then 10 minutes of silent rapport after which everyone gets their turn on the “hot seat” for 10-15 minutes—the group listens to what the person has to say about the theme then asks friendly questions—depending on how many participants we are. The questioning is aimed at providing material for self-inquiry. There have been sessions in which we just chatted, but that is more the exception. ~ Contact.
Update from the Greensburg, PA self-inquiry group: My Greensburg SIG group is currently in hiatus. I would like to have meetings in person again sometime in the future. But in the meantime, if you have any inquiries, or have an interest in helping me set up local meetings to meet again in person, you can email me at.
An update from the self-inquiry group in Houston, TX: We have merged our Zoom meetings with the Monday Night Confrontation group, which meets at 7:30 pm EST / 6:30 pm CST. ~ Contact for more information.
“Ignoramuses Anonymous” blog Ignoramuses Anonymous is for seekers to explore questions together…a fellowship of seekers for whom ignorance of the absolute truth had become a major problem. It started as a blog for Pittsburgh PSI meeting members back in 2009. Welcoming discussion on the path.
Ig Anon looks inactive again. The idea is to have a kind of seeker’s blog to process our thinking out loud and hopefully also help seekers new to group work see what we’re thinking about and if it resonates. My feeling is shorter posts in a range of 100-300 words are easier to put together and probably to read than recent 1000-word posts; however, there are no rules about it. WordPress.com free tier is starting to look like Times Square with all its ads. I think the blog needs to be hosted somewhere to really restart it, and will try first at Firstknowthyself.org. Once it’s moved, then it would be great to see if it can be useful again! See this post from a Four-day isolation retreat at TAT Center, with photos and YouTube clips.
Update from the Lynchburg, VA self-inquiry group: We have been meeting on Thursday evenings from 7pm—8:30pm, online, via zoom. Norio Kushi, Paul Rezendes, and Bob Harwood are consistent guests. We’ve also had some other interesting characters show up from time to time. Topics come from readings or questions brought up by our members. These are sent out, along with the zoom invitation each week. Recently we posted some “considerations” for joining our group: ** Try to frame your comments as questions to Norio, Paul, or Bob. Draw these questions from you own experience rather than generalities. Maintain attention and discussion on the question rather than philosophical musings. ** Question other participants, in the spirit of group-assisted self inquiry, but without attempting to lead them to any particular conclusion or bring attention to yourself. **Allow for and attend to the silence and the space that is always present. When you aren’t speaking, see that as your role—to hold that space. **Question, in yourself, the use of personal story-telling and quoting others—though sometimes both are helpful and appropriate. **Consider the way in which you are listening. Does it have a quality of acquisitiveness or openness? **Continue to question your own intention for coming to this meeting and let that guide any comments/questions/discussion. ~ Please contact if you’re interested in being on the email list.
Update from the Monday Night Confrontation Group: The Monday Night Confrontation (MNC) online meeting is going strong with a core group of participants and room for a few more. Meetings are at 7:30 pm EST / 6:30 pm CST and use the Zoom video conference platform. The group practices confrontation/self-inquiry in a spirit of helpfulness with the goal of finding answers from within. If you are interested in joining or would like more information, email.
The New York City Self-Inquiry group meets by Zoom every Monday from 6-8 PM EST. You can use this link. Our format is inspired by Art Ticknor’s self-inquiry retreats, giving equal time for each person to answer a spiritual, philosophical, or personal “question of the week.” By asking questions, we practice being sincere and reminding one another about the great mysteries of life. <p A member of the NYC Self-Inquiry group has started a blog. The goal is to interview people about their beliefs about life, what they’ve learned, what they want to share, and what they think might be useful to others. Available at: https://interviewingmyfriends.blogspot.com/. ~ More details, as well as our weekly discussion topics, are available on our MeetUp page (first link above) and via email at.
Update for the Raleigh-Durham-Chapel Hill area self-inquiry:
We meet at the Chapel Hill Public Library on alternate Saturdays from 1:00 to 2:30 PM, in meeting room D. ~ Email with any questions.
Update from the Raleigh, NC Triangle Inquiry Group:
We continue to meet on the first and third Tuesday of the month via Zoom. We usually have four to eight participants and new members are welcome. Except for a brief hiatus, we’ve been meeting regularly since the late 1990’s. Our main focus is on looking at beliefs that can get us stuck in habitual ways of thinking which can limit the possibility of seeing the true nature of things. Although I act as a sort of MC in our meetings, there’s no teacher or group leader and we all try to help each other in the search for the Real. ~ Email for more details.
DC Area Self-Knowledge and Nonduality: Every week, we introduce a different philosophical or spiritual topic and split the time among all participants using question based self-inquiry. We meet at 6pm on Mondays @ the Connie Morella Library in Bethesda, a few minutes walk from the Bethesda Metro on the Red Line. For more info or to contact us, visit our Meetup page.
Members-Only Area
A password-protected section of the website is available for TAT members. (Note that there’s an occasional glitch that, when you try to link to the members-only area or a sections within it, you’ll get a page-not-found error. If you try the link a second time, it should work.) Contents include:
How you can help TAT and fellow seekers,
11 NEW audio recordings of selected sessions from 2008-2023 in-person meetings and virtual gatherings,
Resources and ideas for those planning a group spiritual retreats,
Photographs of TAT meeting facilities, the Richard Rose grave site, a rare 1979 photo, and aerial photos of the Rose farm,
Presenters’ talk notes from April TAT meetings in 2005–2007, and
TAT News Letters from 1996–2013 and Annual Retrospectives from 1973 thru 2011. The Retrospectives from 1973–1985 were written by Richard Rose and are replete with ideas on the workings of a spiritual group—rich historical content.
TAT policies, TAT business meeting notes, and other information.
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Downloadable/rental versions of the Mister Rose video and of April 2012 TAT sessions on Remembering Your True Desire:
“You don’t know anything until you know Everything….”
Mister Rose is an intimate look at a West Virginia native many people called a Zen Master because of the depth of his wisdom and the spiritual system he conveyed to his students. Profound and profane, Richard Rose was not the kind of man most people picture when they think of mystics or spiritual teachers. Yet, he was the truest of teachers, one who had “been there,” one who had the cataclysmic experience of spiritual enlightenment.
Filmed in the spring of 1991, the extraordinary documentary follows Mr. Rose from a radio interview, to a university lecture and back to his farm, as he talks about his experience, his philosophy and the details of his life.
Whether you find him charming or offensive, fatherly or fearsome, you will not forget him, and never again will you think about yourself, reality, or life after death in quite the same way.
2012 April TAT Meeting – Remembering Your True Desire
Includes all the speakers from the April 2012 TAT meeting: Art Ticknor, Bob Fergeson, Shawn Nevins and Heather Saunders.
1) Remembering Your True Desire … and Acting on It, by Art Ticknor Spiritual action is like diving for the Pearl beyond Price. What do you do when you don’t know what to do or how to do it? An informal discussion centered around the question: “What prevents effective spiritual action?”
2) Swimming in the Inner Ocean: Trips to the Beach, by Bob Fergeson A discussion of the varied ways we can use in order to hear the voice of our inner ocean, the heart of our true desires.
3) A Wider and Wilder Vision, by Shawn Nevins Notes on assumptions, beliefs, and perspectives that bind and free us.
4) Make Your Whole Life a Prayer, by Heather Saunders An intriguing look into a feeling-oriented approach to life.
TAT founder Richard Rose believed that working with others accelerates our retreat from untruth. He also felt that such efforts were most effective when applied with discernment, meaning working with others on the rungs of the ladder closest to our own. The TAT News section is for TAT members to communicate about work they’ve been doing with or for other members and friends. Please your “ladder work” news.
Humor {(h)yo͞omər}
“One thing you must be able to do in the midst of any experience is laugh. And experience should show you that it isn’t real, that it’s a movie. Life doesn’t take you seriously, so why take it seriously.” ~ Richard Rose, Carillon
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~ Thanks to John Atkinson (recommended by Dan G.), who gave us permission to display his Wrong Hands humor.
ChatGPT Mimicking a Certain Personality “talking about zen master richard rose’s albigen system”
Let me tell you folks, I’ve been hearing a lot about this Zen master Richard Rose and his Albigen System. And let me tell you, it’s incredible, it really is. The best. Nobody knows more about spirituality than me, believe me.
Rose was a genius, a total genius. He knew how to tap into the spiritual energy of the universe and channel it into his Albigen system. And let me tell you, it works. I’ve tried it, and it’s amazing. I mean, I’m already pretty zen, but this system took me to a whole new level. The best level.
People are saying that Rose was one of the greatest spiritless teachers of our time, and I agree with them. He had a deep understanding of the nature of consciousness and how to transcend it. And his Albigen system is a testament to that. It’s a total game-changer, folks.
So if you’re looking to achieve true spiritual enlightenment, you’ve got to check out the Albigen system. Trust me, nobody knows more about spirituality than me. And with Rose’s system, you’ll be on your way to becoming a spiritual master in no time. It’s tremendous, really tremendous.
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~ Thanks to BH. Can you guess whose personality ChatGPT is mimicking? Image of Master Fukuzawa from Wikimedia Commons.
Irritation moves us; inspiration provides a direction
Eternity in an Hour
To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour ~ William Blake, “Auguries of Innocence” (1803)
While one may intuit that William Blake’s poetic observation is true, in this instance science as well offers evidence of the “Eternity in an hour.” The camera first froze time over 150 years ago, and now the camera is offering yet another window into our perception of reality. The California Institute of Technology developed a camera that shoots 70 trillion frames per second (“fps”). By comparison, most films are shot at 24 fps, as this comes close to being perceived as “normal” by the human eye, and sports broadcasts might utilize a 1,000 fps for slow-motion replays.
The technology behind this 70 trillion fps camera is beyond my patience for understanding, as are its eventual uses. However, one particular article appealed to the mystic in me, as the author noted that:
At these frame rates, you could make a movie about one guy shooting another and build a multi-part franchise out of the time it took the powder in the cartridge to explode. The thing can shoot seventy trillion frames per second—but if it were capable of recording a full second, it would take ninety-two thousand years to watch on the big screen.
If a second contains 92,000 years of information according to this camera, how much more unrealized detail is in that second? While this new camera does not reveal eternity in an hour, it does show 331.2 million years in an hour (3,600 seconds/hour x 92,000 years/second). Yet, as the author of the original scientific paper notes, “cameras’ imaging speeds fundamentally limit humans’ capability in discerning the physical world.” With camera speeds advancing from 10 trillion frames per second only 2 years prior to this announcement, who knows what the future will bring, except more evidence that the world is not what it appears to our human eyes.
But we already know more than the camera likely ever will. Being an analog structure, the human eye has no frame rate, and we are still discovering the limits of perception. There are many accounts of time slowing down in extraordinary circumstances such as during accidents, for example. Is this phenomenon the lifting of some obscuring layer of consciousness such as the hyperactive survival mechanism that John Wren-Lewis hypothesized prevented us from realizing our True Nature? Clearly, William Blake saw a truth in time that was not normally visible.
As can you. As do you.
Go out tonight and stand under a darkened sky. Consider for a few minutes the arc of stars above you. Relax. Let the dark hold you. See if you can spot the fuzzy patch of light that is Andromeda. It’s one of the furthest objects detectable by the human eye. The photons from that galaxy originated 2.5 million years ago and traveled millions of trillions of miles until they reached your eye, whereupon they transformed into this image you are seeing right now. Feel the profound miracle of this chain of events.
And somewhere out there in the universe, millions of trillions of miles away from you, perhaps some other being is staring at the Milky Way galaxy, and you resting in our solar system’s tiny corner of that seeming vastness, resting in another vastness, and in another. And that someone staring at your location right now is seeing the light of millions of years before you were born. Yet they and you are both here and now. Right now. How could this very moment not contain multitudes—infinitudes of perceptions and perceivers? All happening “now! and now! and now!”
Any galaxy or star will do, but if you want to locate Andromeda, see, “Andromeda galaxy: All you need to know,” https://earthsky.org/clusters-nebulae-galaxies/andromeda-galaxy-closest-spiral-to-milky-way/
~ Thanks to Ike H., who wrote: “the moment a little girl recognized her reflection (image on the phone) as her.” Image of bee with mirror from publicdomainvectors.org.
Eric Wargo has a Ph.D. in anthropology from Emory University and works as a professional science writer and editor in Washington, D.C. He is the author of the acclaimed book Time Loops: Precognition, Retrocausation, and the Unconscious. In his spare time, Wargo writes about science fiction, consciousness, and parapsychology at his popular blog, The Nightshirt. ~ Google Books
> Retrocausality, or backwards causation, is a concept of cause and effect in which an effect precedes its cause in time and so a later event affects an earlier one. ~ Wikipedia
> Teleology: – in Philosophy: the explanation of phenomena in terms of the purpose they serve rather than of the cause by which they arise. “No theory of history can do without teleology.” – in Theology: the doctrine of design and purpose in the material world. ~ Oxford Languages
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Reader Commentary
Encouraging interactive readership among TAT members and friends
A reader wrote that what would make the Forum more interesting would be:
Hearing from people who are searching—and have questions instead of those providing endless advice and “answers.” What challenges they are facing. What their doubts and questions are. How they perceive their path is going. What they are doing in their lives. Where they think they will end up, etc., etc.
Can you help make the Forum more interesting?
The Reader Commentary question for the August TAT Forum is:
What do you feel interferes with your seeking?: What you love or what you hate? What you desire or what you fear? Pride or shame? Other?
Responses follow:
From Lynn A:
My ‘‘self’. It interferes with everything. Beautifully expressed by the opening words of this beautiful video. The producers of this video channel offer the most touching, revealing, and enlightening videos, offering glimpses into the lives of people who have discovered how to live. I highly recommend it for all seekers. The channel is called Reflections of Life.
From Patrick K:
On the external looking at it I would say the main obstacle is survival. That takes a lot of time, effort, CPUs, and heartbeats. That can be drudgery and also rewarding in its own right, some parts of it necessary for spiritual growth and becoming. It’s a work in progress to minimise the amount of toll which that responsibility takes on me, physically, mentally and emotionally (I feel that the toll that survival takes out of me is proportional to my emotional attachment to it, a work in progress to undermining that). On the internal looking in I would say that my main obstacle is to be able to “hold tension”. Whenever I am going well (perceive that I am going well) spiritually, there comes a point when the train comes crashing off the rails. It is generally some outburst of negative emotion, usually anger, sometimes resentment and bitterness.
I continually go back to the drawing board to see what trait/behaviour/belief/fear/desire was running the show when I come crashing off the rails and try to keep identifying the ways I keep tripping up. When it comes to what I love and hate, that certainly is a good area to look in. I spend too much time condemning what I hate when I should be looking to see what it is I love. My mentality is so addicted to dissecting what is wrong in the world that I have a major cognitive bias towards what I hate. Maybe that is a trap in the philosophy of backing away from the untruth, the ego can get attached to what it thinks it knows about the untruth, a vice for the ego to maintain its stronghold.
I desire the truth, becoming the truth, that I have it on the being level and not just intellectually where it generally only fuels the ego. To act from that true, highest level of being/wisdom, at all times, to transcend my lower ways of behaving/thinking/relating to others. At the moment my interest is leaning towards the Bible as it is striking some higher chord of devotion toward becoming the truth. The teachings of the Bible are coming across supra-philosophical. It is like philosophy/Zen seems to go so far for me and stays on the intellectual level and then the Bible teachings seem to connect the intellectual to the devotional, a longing for the highest forms of being, the highest form of being/deity that I can perceive. A more simple way of saying it is to connect the head to the heart.
To recap, what my main obstacle is to truth-seeking is that I am running in too many directions. I’d be a bad archer, I don’t have my focus on the main goal, my one single well-prepared arrow pointed and poised ready to hit the target should it appear. I’m like the guy in this picture trying to fire 10 arrows at once, Archer Tries to Shoot 10 Arrows at Once. I long for the grace to feel some deep down connection to some hope of there existing an Absolute target for my desire and longing. But maybe it doesn’t work like that, maybe something comes in through the absence of all Patrick-related malingering hopes and wishes.
From Dan G:
I see a lack of curiosity. It could be Maslow’s expanded hierarchy of needs, where individual survival is taking up so much attention, the quiet voice noodling me to look farther is drowned out. Or not survival, but one of the other deficiency needs like Belonging and Love or Esteem. I need my “house” in order on the lower four levels, and perhaps the transcendence needs I feel will get less interference.
From Andrew S:
Sat down to take a look at these questions and I really couldn’t get anything to come up other than the generic stuff like time, responsibilities, energy and priorities. After a snack and a little more effort I think the main thing for me right now is summed up in the following.
-Belief that realization is actually possible for me and worth the effort. This has a close relationship with doubt also. Doubt that I’m doing my practices correctly and that I’m actually getting anywhere. Or even doubt that I’ll be able to keep going for as long as it takes. Will I have the discipline it takes to keep sending my energy to the right places and avoid wasting it in the wrong places? Will I have the discipline to be honest with myself when a fork in the road comes up? Basically do I actually believe that I can do this or is this just another hobby that I’m hoping will stick so I can make an identity out of it. Belief, doubt and fear of failure I guess on a basic level are the things that can rob my energy for seeking if I’m not careful and persistent.
I think the things that I honestly love can help me in my seeking but mostly just for motivational purposes. My daughter might be able to help more if I allow it. She is a baby and seems to look into my soul whenever she smiles at me.
The things that I hate could honestly probably help also as long as I don’t get caught up in it. If I hate something, trying to figure out why or where that emotion is really coming from is self inquiry. Also hate might be the thing that caused me to search in the first place. I think I realized that all my complaining and self pity really just came from a hatred of myself and the hopelessness of the human situation. I can’t control my thoughts and emotions and I hate that. I can’t control the world around me to make sure things turn out the way I think they should and I hate that. The hatred emotion itself is obviously very damaging but at least it got my attention.
What you desire or what you fear?
Desires definitely are tough and I need to keep them in check. The desire for enlightenment or Self discovery is probably a helpful desire. People say that at some point you have to surrender it but for now I think my desire to no longer be trapped in the mind realm is helpful. Other desires can certainly be a hindrance, probably mostly as distractions and addictive ways to waste energy. They are probably one of the main things that interferes with my seeking but recently at least some of them have been realized for what they are.
Fear is there. The worries and doubts from my first paragraph are things I’m afraid of. Fear of the unknown, fear of losing my identity, fear of death. I haven’t gone deep enough yet to have a good understanding of the role fear plays for positive or negative but my intuition tells me the role it plays is massive.
Pride or shame?
At this juncture I’m pretty tired of typing and my baby is fussy so forgive me for speeding through these. Shame is what I think is at the root of human suffering. We are shameful of our original sin, of how insignificant our ego knows, deep down, it really is. Like anything else it can be a hindrance for me if I get caught up in it.
Pride is the big one, the granddaddy of them all. Pride is in everything I do and every interaction I have with other people. I am prideful to the core of my sheer existence. Pride is ego, it is a massive hindrance and I really don’t know how in the world I could ever make it go away or realize I don’t need it.
From Art Ticknor:
I don’t see what, if anything, interfered with my quarter-century of consciously seeking Full Satisfaction / the end of existential angst / Truth / Self-Realization. I didn’t get started until age 33—the age Richard Rose reached Self-Realization—when meeting Mr. Rose awakened my intuition. And I reached it at age 59, garnering the epithet from my friend Shawn Nevins: “you’re the poster boy of never-too-old.” (Apologies to Shawn if that isn’t verbatim. :-))
My conclusions are that 1) our life-experience has to loosen the convictions of our faulty beliefs about what we are, 2) it may require becoming individually conscious of awareness—point F in Rose’s “Jacob’s Ladder” diagram, and 3) unseen help may be needed to see that disruptive evidence.
From MT:
I was pondering today about wasted energy spent on my basic hindrance of anxiety and fear. It’s a subtle kind of hidden fear of things not being as I want them to be. Lack of trust in God is what interferes with time better spent in stillness and just being. So I read a bit of inspiration by Sister Ruth Burrows:
We are made for union with the divine, nothing less. We are called to share the life of God. Our restlessness, our insatiable longings, our discontent and experience of helplessness are to be traced to our divine destiny. Commitment in faith to this truth is to destroy existential anxiety. Faith alone can overcome the world and the threat the world imposes. It does not follow that we lose the feeling of anxiety and fear—we would be the poorer for that—but these now play a role that is creative, not destructive. Fear can cripple, paralyze, prompt us to shirk and evade life. Faith enables us to live with reality, braving its challenge.
For the moment I cannot seem to make these feelings go away so maybe I should not see my fear and anxiety as a hindrance but instead use these as one uses food scraps for the compost bin of transformation.
From Lena S:
I believe all the suggestions made are both detriments and potential assets, no matter how I frame them as part of my seeking. Yet I feel I must make every effort to demonstrate my intentions—to love, to desire to be proud of being a seeker—whether for my own progress or for whatever forces in the universe may be watching. I believe there comes a point where opposites in some way coincide, when progress equates to the obstacle, when one fears what one desires, when I am ashamed of that for which I have pride. And one would be entirely wrong to judge anything whether to be entirely interference or asset to one’s path of seeking. Yet there is a discernment necessary for what and when to do as well as what and when not to, for everything related to one’s path. I believe that discernment presents itself when I pursue my intentions with love, gumption and passion.
From Ben B:
Both love and hate may be used as devices for inward investigation. Love or desire seems to be a pull, whereas hate or fear is a pushing away.
Neither are necessarily right or wrong; better maybe to use them to observe the body and to observe and feel the sensations that arise naturally. And then maybe see that a sensation itself leads to the arising of thought form and belief as an automatic response.
Personal experience would suggest that fear and desire have their origin in old imprinted experiences from childhood that may not have been fully experienced and processed at the time. A resistance pattern developed and the fear or desire is the body asking for these sensations to be fully experienced now.
Seeing that the arising of thought-forms, and the beliefs that arise with them, is a form of escape-mechanism we employ to avoid feeling these sensations. Desire may be part of a reflexive pattern to avoid feeling fear.
Thought forms that arise from fear and desire, pride or shame, contain the roots of the sense of self. The thoughts and beliefs are almost always self-referential.
Getting in touch with sensation in its most raw way, might help see these thought-forms and beliefs more clearly. Then a distinction between the reflexive thought/belief mechanism and the raw sensation may arise. Seeing the two elements as distinct from each other and yet observable, seems to suggest that the sense of self is purely a conditioned automatic response triggered by not wanting to fully feel sensations as they arise. Sense of self may be purely a resistance pattern.
That’s how it seems at least from this perspective over here. Wherever that is.
From Anima Pundeer:
Lack of urgency and commitment.
From Mark W:
Getting in my own way is what seems to interfere with my seeking. I like Shawn’s anonymous quote several months ago, “You’re only as sick as your secrets.” That’s especially relevant regarding secrets and beliefs about myself that I can’t see. So often I try ways to see what I’m not and my beliefs more clearly, and they often, even if only temporarily, end up getting in the way of my search. At least, perhaps there’s some hope in Rose’s comment that he failed his way to the truth.
From Mark C:
I would say that fear is my biggest obstacle in seeking. I always thought of myself as a fearless kinda guy, but what ran under the surface fear-wise must have stayed hidden for quite a long time.
One of the biggest things that interferes with my seeking is being a householder in an uncertain time. When a household seems to be financially stable; it doesn’t mean that it will stay that way, particularly with medical costs in the USA. I know anxiety or fear is basically wasted energy, but I think this sits in the back of my mind, not so much because of the things I desire to collect, but more so because of the “what if’s” of the future. I am a little over a year from retirement so perhaps this is a little bit more in the forefront these days.
Another fear I have is the whole “what will happen if I do become realized?” I know that sounds silly, but I know I have attachments to this character I play, Every time I hear the story about Richard Rose’s daughter saying that she “had more games to play”, I cringe because I don’t want to be that way, and I know that my spirit of inquiry is indomitable, but I still feel myself teeter. A friend once said that I wanted to make the trip and take myself along with it, and that was a pretty accurate statement.
Lastly, I have noticed that my awareness seems to drop away whenever I become rushed. I seem to be in a pretty good state of contemplation for a good part of the day, but whenever I get put under pressure, my different characters seem to come forward and I yet again become immersed in the drama of it all or the Plato’s Cave effect all over again.
Next Month
The Reader Commentary question for the September TAT Forum is:
Which one of Einstein’s quotes do you like best (or worse), and why?
Sample of quotes from the 8-minute video: – There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. – Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. – Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters cannot be trusted with important matters. – Blind belief in authority is the greatest enemy of truth. – We all know that light travels faster than sound. That’s why certain people appear bright until you hear them speak.
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Richard Rose (1917-2005) established the TAT Foundation in 1973 to encourage people to work together on what he considered to be the “grand project” of spiritual work.
Psychology of Zen: Science of Knowing Transcript of a public talk at Ohio State University in 1977 (part 1 of 5)
We’re going to tape this today. This is the third in a series of lectures that contain an explanation of what I consider true psychology. Some of the previous talks were in regard to Zen’s ability to penetrate the human mind. It is my belief of course that we have belabored ourselves in the western world, since the turn of the century, trying to search out a materialistic form of psychology, while there existed for centuries before that a sound, workable system of psychology in Asia. And we neglected to look at this closely because it was from a “pagan” country, possibly, or from the egotistic viewpoint that nothing valid happens except in western technology.
I’m going to get right to the point, and after I’m through there will be time for discussion. Because we’re taping this, I can’t interrupt, so if you can make a mental note of things you’d like to ask about, I’d prefer you do it that way.
I want to establish the premise of course that psychology, as defined in its original sense, is the science of the psyche, not the science of the body. But regardless, we can say simply that we’re talking about knowing, or about that part of us that has to do with knowing. I’m going to try to give this in very simple terminology. I don’t think we have to get into complex formulations in order to discuss things, as you would have to if you were dealing with chemistry or physics or something of that sort. I think one of the obstacles to true psychological knowing is the fact that we’ve woven ourselves a big ball of yarn, instead of going directly to the human mind and trying to understand it.
[Indented paragraphs are material he was reading from his notes—material that was incorporated in Psychology of the Observer, published two years later:]
We talk a lot about knowing, and knowing involves two possible directions: inside and outside. The outside knowing involves the physical world, and it involves the body and observable products of the body. And one of the products that is observable is thought: thought patterns and dreams.
Now I’m laying down a certain premise. We’re talking about environment, and I’m speaking from a viewpoint that the body is your environment: that your fingers aren’t you, your fingernails aren’t you, your toes aren’t you. You can exist without them. There’s a tremendous lot that isn’t you that afflicts you, influences you. There are things that evolve from you, such as babies, that aren’t you. And there are things that emanate from you—this has been established as far back as J.B. Rhine’s experiments at Duke 3—an extrusion of the human being, somewhere, his mind, that goes so far as to move objects. And this isn’t us. It might be an arm, but it isn’t us.
With this statement, I immediately have to get into the business of defining the line between inside and outside: i.e., inside and outside experience. The designation depends upon the interpretation of the word observer. This must not be an arbitrary designation, used merely to expedite some argument I wish to use. We must at least attempt to be scientific and methodical in our handling of any complex problem. Yet these things should be expressed in simple terms, or as simply as possible.
First of all, let us look at the observer, ourself. And the word observed is chosen to indicate not only that which is seen, but that which is apprehended by any means: by the senses or by internal mental observations.
For instance, we see with the eyes but we apprehend other things by virtue of certain senses, sometimes telepathic senses. Now if you want, you can narrow yourself down and say you don’t have these. And in much of the current field of psychology this is what the authorities do: they pretend these capabilities don’t exist and they don’t have to study them. But these things are continually being validated or verified by another group of scientists.
Psychology, especially psychology of the modern utilitarian type, wants to be scientific,4 and in order to follow this pretense with the least amount of responsibility, it takes a very materialistic pose.
It poses that the body is all you have. It pretends further and declares that this can be examined with material measurement systems. And we’ll see why this is not logical or sensible.
It talks of behavior, it says, “we do this or that”, but it never says who “we” is.
Psychology never really bothers to define the mind. Well, it may in some cases, although I’ve run through quite a few psychology books where they talk about behavior but never define the mind. I read in a book one time where they said it was the collective products, the collective reactions or something of that sort, the collective actions of the person.5
It neglects the reservoir of thoughts and thought-data that makes up the impetus for behavior. And behaviorism would pretend that we do not think: that we do not have little entities, little separations from ourselves called thoughts.
It just says that we react and we are somewhat conscious of our reactions.
Being scientific doesn’t mean that we have to put things in a test tube in order to examine them. Being scientific means that we think in an orderly manner. And it implies that we are able to make predictions according to our findings.
This is basically the core of any science, whether it’s physics, chemistry or anything else: predictability. Now there are many psychological systems, but they do not predict. Well, certain predictions are being made,6 and coincidental with these predictions, bigger and bigger nuthouses are being built—to house the people who are neglected, or put there when no one knows what to do with them after they’ve been treated by the specialists.
Physics predicts. Chemistry predicts. For instance it says, “Here’s how water is made: hydrogen and oxygen, you put the two together and you prove it.” I maintain that this same type of reasoning, this same type of prediction, can be done in psychology.
We accept the predictability of the physical sciences. But if you look things over you’ll see that modern psychology pretends to predict, on enormous scales—and combined with so-called modern sociology, they would predict how we’re going to change a whole nation of people just by indoctrination. I’ve had this told to me by a college sociologist. He said, “We’re going to recreate history.” In other words, it isn’t true but we’ll make it true; everyone will believe it if it’s in the textbooks long enough.
Modern psychiatrists usually piddle around, allowing the healing of the patient to come about by group therapy—meaning group accidents.
———- 4 Rose argues that his own system is scientific, and calls it direct-mindscience. 5 Wikipedia: “The primary tenet of behaviorism … is that psychology should concern itself with the observable behavior of people and animals, not with unobservable events that take place in their minds.” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Behaviorism 6 In the form of social conditioning.
Some of you here have been into group therapy and you know what I’m talking about.
The socio-psychologists are uttering advice to all levels of social authority, and social authorities are implementing the prescriptions of the former.
The social psychologists are consequently being reinforced by the people who are reinforced by the social psychologists. The basic aim of modern psychology and modern sociology is, as B.F. Skinner says,7 to placate the masses—by whatever sexual means is necessary, or whatever you have do to entertain them. But the thing is to placate them, keep the ripples down, keep social order, and to hell with any concern for the long term sanity of the individual.
The result of all this is that our social climate is becoming increasingly more muddled; our morality is declining under the pretense that morality is only a subjective attitude,8 and in the wholesale acceptance of B.F. Skinner, we’ve decided to make morality a sacrifice deemed necessary for the peace of the herd.
You who have studied psychology know what I’m talking about
But the herd is getting daily more hateful, because it is rankled by the idea of shotgun-love.
The socio-psychological authorities are reinforced by specially vested groups, which may be minorities of special interests or by lone individuals who think that they may become famous or funded by accurately representing a trend or a zeitgeist.
This modern approach is failing, because the wants of the individual cannot be granted to him until we know more about the real nature of that individual. He’s just not as B.F. Skinner says, a lion that needs masturbating.9 He may be something more.
A man who pretends to know what is best for humanity, or a socio-psychological dynasty that think they know what is best for humanity—and know how to force upon humanity the prescription of spiritual leeching through physical masturbation in order to render everyone placid, helpless and harmless—do not take into account the true nature of the individual, let alone the nature of the blueprint.
… and the fellow who drew up the blueprint, whoever or whatever that is.
———- 7http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B._F._Skinner 8http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moral_relativism 9 In context, this notorious quote by B.F. Skinner in Beyond Freedom and Dignity (p 39) can be seen as criticism by Skinner rather than approval: “Genuine reinforcers can be used in ways which have aversive consequences. A government may prevent defection by making life more interesting—by providing bread and circuses and by encouraging sports, gambling, the use of alcohol and other drugs, and various kinds of sexual behavior, where the effect is to keep people within reach of aversive sanctions. The Goncourt brothers noted the rise of pornography in the France of their day: ‘Pornographic literature,’ they wrote, ‘serves a Bas-Empire … one tames a people as one tames lions, by masturbation.’ “ An expanded excerpt (5 pages) is here: http://selfdefinition.org/psychology/quotes/skinner-on-taming-the-lions.htm; pdf of Beyond Freedom and Dignity is here: http://selfdefinition.org/psychology/
We have the conceited little idea that humanity is going to create humanity. But there’s an admission that humanity is unable to take care of itself—or our Skinnerian psychology wouldn’t be advising them for wholesale masturbation. Who is advising? Who is behind this? Another robot? And where does his ultimate authority or ultimate wisdom come from?
Even discounting the force which we might call God, it is manifest that there is an order in the universe, not just among the inhabitants of this planet, this natural aquarium. And this natural plan must be known, not guessed at.
We can’t guess at what we would like it to be, and say we’re going to carry that out, just the little willful sociologists and politicians.
It may go deeper than we think. It may go deeper than just fertilizing the soil.
The material scientist would like for us to ignore all that is not seen, except with the eye.
Everything has to be visible in order to be evidential, in other words.
However, you can take one eye out and look at it with the other. You can discover nerves running from the eye to the brain, but upon examining the brain, you can’t decide that which sees.
What is it that sees?
I’m starting to direct the thinking here to the point of simply observing yourself. It need not start with a complex psychology book, if you want to understand yourself. It has to start with a bare, basic appraisal—“What’s going on?”—a simple, mechanical procedure of say looking at an object or a wall and understanding the operation. What happens when you look at the wall? And from this, we’re going to get maybe a better idea of what the observer is, in relation to the observed.
Visualization
We look at an apple on a table, and we can close our eyes and still see the apple.
It’s as simple as that: What is looking then? Where is the second picture? Call it imagination: that’s loose, that’s easy to do, just call something imagination. But what went on? Where is this vision, these things we see? Is it inside the head or out in front of us? The eyes are closed so it couldn’t be out in front of us. Two months or two years later you can still close your eyes and see that same apple, and you might be a thousand miles away so you’re not seeing it through your eyelids.
We might say we imagine an apple. But we see this apple with visualization and we don’t see it with the physical eyeball. We do not see the apple when the eyeballs are removed except by visualization. And we do not see except with the whole sense- nerve-brain combination, originally, and then with visualization.10
Not only do we have the senses, nerves and brain, but we have another faculty called visualization which has to go into this picture. And of course this happens with everything you see, not just when you want to recall. We’ll see later how this happens.
Visualization not only occurs in dreams and in deliberate recall, but with every perception at the time of perception. Somewhere behind the brain-part of the combination there is a part that visualizes. The word visualizemeans to create, because we are able to create that picture of the apple at any later time when the apple itself is no longer there.
With the ability to create comes the ability to delude oneself.
We’ve all experienced this self-delusion but neglect to note that we have just dichotomized ourself: one self is doing something to another self. If you delude yourself, that means that one self is recognized as true, and there is recognized as being untrue certain faculties which are part of an erroneous self—that lack the ability to react properly to environmental thoughts, reactions and various stimuli.
This can be said very simply: that there is a self that is influenced by another self. We are not monistic. Whenever you say that a man is talking to himself, there’s got to be two. I’m not saying there are two people, but there are two cameras [chambers11]. There are two entities, if you want to call it that. There are two compartments, one communicating with the other.
Of course we can say this differently: that the inside self is at times incapable of true apprehension, and is capable of making distorted creations. An entire, separate set of instructions on the intuition is necessary at this point to try to correct this delusion- and distorted-creative ability.
I don’t deny that you can create. This is done all the time. But if you want to know yourself, you want to know which visions you’re creating and which visions are coming to you. For instance you take some LSD and you say, “I created that.” Another fellow says, “No, that was a real dimension.” Well, when two fellows get together and compare their two LSD trips in the same room, and they see identically the same thing, we have to stop and think then, where did it really come from? It wasn’t a creation of an individual mind. Either one of them got it from the other, or both of them got it from outside. And how did it come? Through the eyeballs? You never see that sort of thing with the eyeballs. This stuff goes on every day and people never bother to really think about it. Incidentally, I took LSD and I’m quite sure I know where the vision came from.12
———- 10 See Franz Hartman, Magic White and Black, chapter 2: “The popular idea is that sensual objective perceptions are real and subjective ones are only the products of our imagination. But a little reflection will show that all perceptions, the objective as well as the subjective ones, are results of our ‘imagination.’ If we look at a tree, the tree does not come into our eye, but its picture appears in our mind … if we look at a subjective image of our own creation, we perceive the impression which it produces on our mind.” http://selfdefinition.org/magic/hartmann/magic-hartmann-chapter-02.htm 11 A reference to The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind, Julian Jaynes, reviewed in TAT Journal (1976, vol. 1 no. 3) http://www.searchwithin.org/journal/tat_journal-03.html 12 Explained in the Q&A section.
Observer
We must return to the point at hand: If behavioral psychology is the science of behavior observed, we cannot neglect these internal observations. And determining a few basic things may correct for us many external reactions.
If we’re going to study behavior, we’re going to have to study the factors behind behavior. It’s impossible to just start somewhere out in space, like starting to build a house without a foundation. And the entire behavior of humanity rests upon things like LSD trips, things that may come from outside.
We must determine first of all, who is observing? Is it the eyeball, the sensory arrangement, or an entirely separate creative mental self?—which up until the present mention of it may never have occurred to us as existing at all.13
Now of course this is nothing new. There are fields of esoteric philosophy or metaphysics in which they believe that there is a creative self that a person enters after death; I think they call it the causal world14 [Theosophy] or the desireworld15[Buddhism]—inwhich all aperson has to do is imagine things, and they are suddenly there; that you can create almost anything you wish.16
Another point to determine is that when something is observed, we must admit that there is an observer.
This is just very simple, plain logic: if you see something—who sees? Nothing sees something? No. If you see your body, there’s an observer watching your body that is not the body.
This brings us to the admission first of all that we can observe our own behavior. We can observe not only our own thoughts, but also thought processes such as visualization and introspection. And it brings us to another admission, that either the observer and the observed are one, or the “we” that we refer to when we say we think or behave a certain way is separate from what is observed. We have to take one course or the other.
———- 13 Franz Hartman, MagicWhiteandBlack, chapter 2: “But here the great question arises: ‘Who or what is this unknown One that perceives the images existing in its own mind, and the sensations that come to his consciousness? What is that which you call your “I,” which knows that you know, and which also recognises your ignorance? What is that Self, which is neither the body nor the mind, but which uses these things as its instruments?’ If you know that invisible being, you may throw away this book; it can teach you nothing new, because you know God and are the wisest of men.” http://selfdefinition.org/magic/hartmann/magic-hartmann-chapter-02.htm 14http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causal_plane ; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causal_body 15http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desire_realm 16 Rose calls this the “prop room” in 1977-0428-Zen-and-Common-Sense-KSU: “You go back through your manifested mind, the dimension of the prop room from which all this stuff is projected.”
This means that the true self is always that anterior observer.17 I maintain that the observation of the anterior observer brings us to an ultimate or absolute observer. This sounds like a simple verbal manipulation or formula, but in reality it is the true method of reaching the realization of the absolute state of mind, pointed at by writers on enlightenment.
This is how it’s done. Not by shutting your head and saying there’s nothing behind my fingernails or behind my skull or behind my thoughts. It’s by knowing what’s back there.
Agreement
So we go back to our simple search for inside and outside knowledge. We usually want to know what is “out there” first.
Nearly all the scientific minds want to know what’s “out there” first. And nearly all of our educational processes are beamed in the direction of controlling the outside, manipulating the outside. And getting paid for it.
The external world attracts us from the moment of birth. We build an orderly explanation of what we, mankind, collectively see.
I said that deliberately: We build an explanation, not truth. Science is not truth; science is an agreement.
Our external world is largely one of agreement, and the material sciences are really just systems of getting along. We develop systems of measurement, and cataloging according to genus and specie. And later we discover that we failed somewhat in our methods of calculating and cataloging. I majored in chemistry around 40 years ago and there were 92 elements, with an infallible fiat from the hierarchy of chemistry that there would never be any more. Now of course we agree that there are over a hundred elements.
This is what we were taught. We were taught a way of balancing equations that they don’t use today.18 It worked—that’s all that mattered. Today’s system of chemistry works and that’s all that matters: that the bomb doesn’t blow up before it gets into the shell, that things come out all right. But it’s explanation and agreement.
———- 17 Rose uses the word anteriorto refer to an observing self that is closer to the essence than whatever self or process is being observed. So the umpire is anterior to the body, which the umpire is observing, and the process observer is anterior to the umpire. These terms are defined later in the talk. The choice of the word anterior is problematic because the word is generally understood to mean “in front of”, even though Rose states that these observers are “behind” in terms of position or perspective. Anterior also is understood to mean “prior to in time,” but a search of Rose’s works shows no indication that this was intended. It could also mean “prior to” in terms of what Rose calls the “projected ray of creation”, but Rose does not spell this out either. For details, see the separately-published appendix: RichardRose and the Anterior Observer. 18http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valence_bond_theory
It may go even deeper than that. It may go as far as that this whole visible world in which we live as one is here just because we agree that it’s here.
This habit of agreeing upon things not fully understood has not caused very great mishap to humanity as a whole when such agreements were limited to the material sciences. Many of us believed that penicillin would cure everybody of certain infections, and when deaths were reported from allergic reactions to penicillin there was no great sorrow; a few people died, but in the whole it was orderly.
It was orderly and we eventually said, “Well, watch out; some people may be allergic to it and if you get such and such a reaction, run to the hospital.” But there was no great disappointment. That which was infallible was gracefully accepted as still being 99.44% pure, and we could sacrifice a few.
In science we say we can get by with it. But this goes on to a greater degree in psychology. Our psychic and psychological determinations are made, and they seem to come from an orderly examination of the field of phenomena in question. But they too are developed and determined by campaigning for the public’s agreement.
For instance, you hear people say, “Well, Freud—he’s a has-been, he doesn’t exist anymore. He never was true, and we’re into this other thing now. Freud’s been superseded, Adler’s been superseded,“ and that sort of thing. I can’t quite see that. I’ve read the psychology of many of the people on these different steps and I find they all had something. They all have limitations, but they all had something. But there was a campaign. Freud himself carried out a campaign to establish clinics all over Europe, to package his own little brand of something that was going to help everybody.19
But there’s an attempt to perpetuate: First of all, the guy writing a thesis wants to be recognized as being knowledgeable. Perhaps he does nothing but bibliography work; he draws a little bit from this fellow and that fellow, he’s careful he doesn’t disagree with the spirit of the times, and he writes his book—so we’re swamped with a lot of inane books.
There’s an understandable fault that causes our reliance upon agreement rather than exact knowledge. To begin with, exact knowledge is the same as absolute knowledge—which does not exist, at least for us today—and we cannot delay the preparation of all medicine until we know all possible side effects upon all people.
This is where the word reasonable comes in. And we use that term as a euphemism instead of the word orderly. We hang a man when there is no longer any reasonable doubt, when circumstantial evidence that points in his direction makes him a criminal. It’s true that we’re going to go on hanging, gassing, trepanning, ice picking,20 and shock treating a certain percentage of the population, and this lethal sort of lottery must have some explanation for the sake of conscience.
There’s always a little whisper of conscience, saying, “Do we really have to go through all of that? Isn’t there a better way out of it?” And we somehow have to depict our professional acts as being rational.
Psychology
While exact knowledge is for practical purposes impossible, there are methods that can be used that might eliminate some of the bungling, gassing and hanging. We soon learn that our inadequate understanding of the outside world is the result of defective observation mechanisms.
In other words, we don’t see properly from inside.
This points in the direction not only of our senses, but also in the direction of mental habits of visualization, dreaming, creating or projecting.
Now if you understand what those words mean, especially the word projecting, you’ll get into what’s wrong with your individual heads, as well as collective humanity’s method of appraising things. We see people and fail to understand them, that sort of thing.
We may not understand the external world properly until we understand our self. This is especially true in the psychotherapy department and the attempts by individuals to get along with their fellowman. The psychiatrist who can no longer prescribe for a patient in terms of medicine or behavioral analysis, turns the patient over to group therapy, in the hope that an accident will do for the patient that which his paradigm or theory- agreement failed to do.
That’s all you’ve got with any psychiatrist in this country: theory-agreement, and tampering with drugs that seem to have certain effects. I had a psychiatrist brag to me one day—he was shooting one of the people I knew full of needles and talking at the same time. And I said, “What are you doing?” And he said, “I’m giving him Stelazine.” 21 And I said, “What’s your diagnosis?” And he said, “Well, I don’t have a diagnosis yet.” And I said, “What are you giving him medicine for then?” They were holding him down, shooting this in his posterior.22
This was a guy in college who had done too much thinking, drinking, smoking, or socializing, and it had got the best of him. His head got rattled and he went down to the doctor. The doctor said, “Go down the street, they’ve got a nuthouse, and talk to that fellow down there.” Well, they checked him in and wouldn’t let him go—they got him down and were pumping him full of drugs. (I don’t think the drug was too harmful, but it sure destroyed his ability to make a decision for himself, or even try to pull himself out of it.)
But what got me was the fact that this doctor had complete charge. A man arrested for murder would have more rights: he could call a lawyer, he could get out on some sort of habeas corpus procedure. But this fellow had no rights whatsoever; he was in the hands of this man with the needle. And I know of another case right here in Ohio where a psychologist called the police and had a fellow put in jail who wasn’t even disturbed. He had threatened to punch the psychologist, who just called the police and said, “This is one of my patients and he’s gone crazy, lock him up, he’s dangerous.” And they had him up for six months. No trial, nothing. Six months or a year, I don’t know which it was. He served at least six months of it.
———- 21http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trifluoperazine 22 Rose told the story many times as this was a group member. When Rose held his hand the young man immediately became calm and was able to stand. Rose asked the doctor, “Can you do this?” and the doctor just brushed him off. Rose says the drug was Stelazine in 1990-0503-What-Is-Thought-Ohio- State and in 1981-0215-Psychology-of-Miracles-Akron.
Now this is the type of theory-agreement we have. I fail to find the threads of anything except authority. If you go to school long enough and get into a position where you can dare to do so, you can exert a lot of authority with a needle. But this doctor made the remark—this happened over in Providence, Rhode Island 23—he said, “We have a drug for every thought.” That’s our science. If a man says, “I think people are persecuting me,” “Okay, we’ve got a drug that will cure him ofparanoia.” If he thinks he’s pregnant, well then he’s a schizophrenic, so they’ve gota drug for that.
The other people in the therapy group serve as a mirror for the individual. (Now this part is true.) He begins to see himself in a new light and realizes that he may be taking an erratic or selfish pose that alienates him from the mainstream of human agreement.
This is the benefit of group therapy—it’s alright, that part of it.
He goes back inside of himself, and realizes that he has been fooling himself. When he recognizes this, instead of being a social misfit he may immediately become a budding psychologist.
And he does this without too many complex words, just by looking at himself.
———- 23 Students of Rose established groups in Boston and Providence in the fall of 1975; see Pyramid Zen Newsletters for details. Rose gave talks there as follows: 1975-1118-Brown-University (missing tape); 1975-1119-Boston-College; 1975-Harvard-University (unknown date, missing tape).
… A spot on earth where people can do retreats and hold meetings; where the emphasis is on friendship and the search.
January 2024:
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